Time to relax!

Well, the 15th has now past and I am having the hardest time trying to stay focused. After 3 busy months of coming to work early and staying late staring at a computer screen for 14 hours straigh 6 days of the 7 day week....I just can't find the energy inside me to work the rest of this week and because I have been conditioned to wake up early every morning, I even showed up early when I didn't really need to. Why I don't know, I haven't done a thing but answer a phone call or two, ok not really I have done more, but still it feels like I am here in body but in mind I am out golfing in sunny Arizona or something.

Speaking of which, Minna who I now call the Vacation Queen has booked a stay in a fun hotel down in Misquiet, Nevada where I will take full use of the spa treatments and enjoy every relaxing moment while away for the weekend. We are very excited and think that Thursday isn't coming fast enough.

I am however considering tonight to be the start of my weekend. After I litteraly PUSH myself to work today I get to go home..at a normal time and actually watch Ghost Hunters at the oringinal time and them maybe play some much needed Xbox. Yes! its true, I am doing those things, I feel it is something I deserve and suck on that if you think otherwise.

I am very ready for a break and 4 days sounds perfect to recoup. Although, I enjoyed working so hard and seeing pay offs from it, and not just money, but the way things worked and flowed so well. So I took that as a life lesson learned and am now implying it in my life as something I just do always. Its hard to explain....let me put it this way: becaue of the past three months I have stepped up the way I felt needed in my life. So basically the old Business Ben is gone and the New Business Ben is continuing to take over and stay. I like it, I enjoy it. ....and that may be something I should write in a journal and not a public story. Oh well who cares. The 15th is now over the future is looking bright. It is just real nice to have some time to relax and recoup.